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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Pretermitted Insufflation


Here the grain, the grass, the field;
There the woods, fence half concealed.
Here more than can be possessed.
Hidden treasure rare revealed.
The grains’ gold seems over run --
Buttery beams, melting sun.
Caught in freshest summer breeze
Is the place where I have come
To pluck watercress from a creek,
Amid seedy mustard and green leek.
Feathering my life like a nest.
Listening to time hardly speak.







Stars


I was standing at the start of night
Gazing at the stars.
I wasn’t thinking
About anything, except how bright they were,
Though they were not hot.
This bothered me.
And then I saw it shining there;
A bright warm star.

There was a man following my sight,
Seeing which of the stars I had chose.
When he saw the hot star he approached
Me and stood close at hand and looked up,
Toward the spread out sky and my choice.
“That ain’t a star.”

“What?”
And I turned at this impolite
Interruption into my peace.
“What?”
“It ain’t no star, that red one. It’s a Planet.”
“It looks like a star,” I said.
“Yeah, but it’s just a dead planet.
It just seems a star.”

And since that time I have found that’s right.
I looked it up in books and it is
A planet. It was a false star that
Caught my eye, one that promised to be
Such a warm sun, but was a cold world
And not a star.

Turn now and see a facade of light,
A magic lantern where comfort beams.
It is built of tall spires and steeple.
Choirbirds hum an easy somber song
Of “Aren’t you Grateful?
 Aren’t you grateful for such a star?”

There is a cynic follows your sight,
Seeing which of the stars you have chose.
Then he sees the beam and he approaches
You and stands close at hand and looks up,
Toward the tall steeple of your choice.
“That ain’t no star.”



Illustration: stock photograph

To Stanley Stein or Swampland Barless Prison Blues


You have me in a cave as to save from the grave
YOU from my infection,
Because of a pale blemish that’s diminished the finish
Of my complexion.
I don’t know why this land to a man wants to ban
Me, a tainted fixation.

And don’t call me that word anymore, you’ve
Given me swampland barless prison blues.

You won’t allow me a wife or a life in the strife
Of my growing pockery.
And you put me down in the ground away from town
Under guard, lock and key,
Then you turn tail and run and you shun me, and son,
YOU call this democracy?

And don’t call me that word any more, you’ve
Given me swampland barless prison blues.

And your preachers preach the gospel
And they turn the people rather hostile
Then they collect for the hospital.
YOU call that Christianity?

And every gift that you give me
Is sterilized just to rib me
While you say you want to live. Gee!
YOU do that unanimously.
 
Then YOU wash your hands off
After waving me to please stand off.
After you’ve burned all the land off
YOU leave me anonymously.

While YOU go back home with your own all alone
Whispering where you’ve been,
Then YOU gasp at the rot at this spot and allow how
We aren’t owning much skin.
After which you sit back and get slack with a snack and
Go back asleep again.

And don’t call me that word any more, you’ve
Given me swampland barless prison blues.






Photograph of Stanley Stein from the International Leprosy Association

Library Spider

 Should spiders read?

This is a question
Raised seeing a spider
Spinning silk in a library.
One wonders if it wouldn’t
Just complicate life
If it should read.

But then why should
A spider even venture
To enter a library
Unless to seek more
Out of life than webs?

Go, silly spider!
Stick to your weaving,
For history and art
Are written on cobwebs
And we need spiders
To reweave the damage
That winds of ignorance
Can blow through our pages.

But if spiders read,
They might cease spinning
To scan some racy novel.

And why should knowledge


Die with spiders?




Illustration: unknown source



In Our Time

In our time a candle is dying.
Talk softly.
Inquisition forts border the mall,
Old whips on display.
Walk softly.
The wick
ed is long, the wax is wan
ing.
Hear footsteps down the hall
Where lawyers sit and quibble.

In this world a candle is dying.
Talk softly.
Loud knocks may come tonight;
The homes are empty.
Walk softly.
Down the alley, nine robed monks
Chanting in monotones
Uphold the official mantras
Talking softly.

Water is lapping at our spines.
They laundered the library.

In this night of dying candle
Fires are in our hills,
But they char dark.
True words sear slowly.
We guard the free in this garden,
Where our voices drone on,
While they say We the People Must
Talk softly.

A man carries Holy Paper
And the monks keep clipping
As they snip out censored syntaxes.

In this house a candle dying.
Walk softly.
A desk of oak cloaks the Head of State:
The Man speaks of We the People

we
Talk softly.
The holes in our speech lie uncovered.
They seem unnatural.
Now sown with seeds of senselessness
We watch our flowers bloom in black.
In this room a candle dying.
Now the earth is flat.
Walk softly.

The monks sing in euphemism as if They
Could assuage our burden
With inexact lexis.
Singers chant in throbbing iambs
“ ‘I’ll defend to the death’ is dead,
That vulgarity of Voltaire.”

Walk softly.
Dance to music of hope.

The sun may live a billion years, in our time a candle is dying.
(Our tongues now but parts of our shoes.)
Talk softly.

But if you are silent,
The monks will chant,
Inside your self a candle died.



Thursday, July 15, 2010

Sermon on a Sunday


Sunday morning
Sausage griddled on the stove
And spitting with the grease,
Asks your brother,
Wheat cake syrup ‘cross his nose
With butter for seasoning,

What good is the sun
Breaking the window pane
With colors rainbow bright
If you’re forgetting all
The misery that slunk
Through the city last night?
What good is the sun?
Glinting upon the road
Full of yesterday’s trash
The shattered bottle glass
And the shuttered house blight?
What good is the sun
Glimmering on orange peels.
Coffee grounds, desiccated
Blood from a wino fight?

Sunday morning
Priest slaving at the alter,
With his muttering and moaning,
His fish-food disk
His hair-shirt reparation.
Listen to his soul groaning,
How long is the hymn
That warbles through the church
From gowned chorale above
Where the man stretched out,
With arms on the wooden cross,
Goes begging for our love?
How long is the time
He hung upon this post
Until at last he ceased
And God’s pointed finger
Tore the cloud-hymen glove?
How long is the time
All the many people
Suffer lingering deaths
Upon this sucking mud?

Sunday morning
Preacher crying from pulpit,
Pointing at the staring eyes.
His purple robe
Has wide and flowing sleeves
So useful for swatting flies.
How very small are
The children at the church,
Who stand sweaty of hand.
The wisps of cooling air
Fail to reach to the place
In which the children stand.
How very small are
Those waiting for the air
The electric fan blows,
Sweating guilty water
Like baptismal founts.
How very small are
The children at the church,
Told their blackened souls
Will be cleansed at these shows.

Sunday at noon:
Lunch flapping betwixt the bread,
All rough crusted and wide pock-holed.
Brother’s milk glass,
Set across the table stead,
Has fallen over and rolled

Dripping wasted
Bread crumbles into rain
That bombards the dry floor.
Radio on the table
Will announce anxiously
The latest football score,
Dripping wasted
Energy of no portent
Not football, Human life
Waits for a chance to play.
The local team of poor.
Dripping wasted
Bodies still find a way;
Even though it’s Sunday,
To come and court the whore.

Sunday evening:
TV of obscene speakers
Promising earthly heaven.
Mock prayers spun
Each with it’s own golden helmet
For those of God’s elected.

We have a game!
Kickoff and they fight forward
And then they get pushed back.
We can hear where we are
When they shout God-knows-what.
At the one team that’s black,
We have a game!
Their uniform tattered
Yet they keep protesting,
Gaining some conversions,
Losing more to the goons
We have a game!
Their quarterback is hurt.
He is quickly dying
From the depth of his wounds.

Sunday evening:
With supper filled full of wine,
Decantered full with fine sin.
While we’re eating
We can view the poor outside
Staring at our garbage tin.

No Sidney Carton
Has stepped bravely forward
With lean and ready neck,
Some fated actor who
Volunteers sacrifice
In guillotined car wreck.
No Sidney Carton
In the cause of wasted youth.
No new Saint Lawrence has
Offered to be fried to
Become a martyr’s snack.
No Sidney Carton
To end all the bias.
Turning brown to white,
Turning white into black.

Sunday at night,
Dark slices the heart of light
And stomps down its foot heavy.
See four horses
In blankets of red and fright
With pestilences to lay.

Comes the dying
With its varied groaning,
With its screams about hate,
In its many faces,
Such as hooded bigot
From some old southern state
Comes the dying
Or the politician
From the smoke-filled old north,
So powerful and cruel
With the ballots of fate.
Comes the dying
And the whole of the world
With its festering wounds
Is crushed beneath its weight.

Monday morning
Starlight empty as eyeholes,
Both are cold and deafening.
Where’s your brother?
He is thinking of his soul,
Threatening and festering.

And so the song has slithered to a grim pale death.
Life ebbs slowly beneath like litter set adrift.
While the born blind poet sings songs to the born deaf.

In this unholy place nothing holy found left.



Illustration: Historic photo of Billy Sunday preaching.

Lowdown Wartime Blues


Thinking about the war has got me down.
Thinking about the war has got me down.
Thinking about the war has got me down,
Thinking ‘bout how long I’ll be around.

Nobody got a right to destroy you.
Nobody got a right to destroy you.
Nobody got a right to destroy you,
And I gots the lowdown wartime blues.

Hey, come kill the cuss the corps of war call.
Hey, come kill the cuss the corps of war call.
Hey, come kill the cuss the corps of war call.
Enjoy watching sunsets of bombs fall.

You can read of the killing in the news.
You can hear of the killing on the news.
You can see all the killing on the news,
Get to feel the lowdown wartime blues.

Pack up your guts with an old mess kit tin.
Pack up your guts with an old mess kit tin.
Pack up your guts with an old mess kit tin,
Pull on your cap, go gets some licks in.

They say that is the way that you should seek.
They say that is the way that you should seek.
They say that is the way that you should seek
To prove your true blue patriotic.

But killing ain’t never ended poverty.
No killing ain’t never ended misery.
Yes, killing ain’t never ended poetry
And killing didn’t end at Calvary.

Goin’ to let the bomb crucify us too.
Goin’ to let the bomb crucify us too.
Goin’ to let the bomb crucify us too.
Save me from the lowdown wartime blues.



Illustration: Vietnam Protest Photo, source unknown

Monday, July 12, 2010

My Hair

Not so long ago,
When I worked in the city,
Working in an office there,
My boss called me
And said it was a pity,
But it concerned my hair.
My hair, my hair,
It can’t stay there.

He gave me praise,
Said I worked like an eagle,
Then he followed with the kick.
My hair’s too long,
It might cause a giggle,
Or brand me -- lord, lord -- a beatnik.
My hair, my hair,
It can’t stay there.

He was for me,
For we judge by appearance
Inside the business land.
If you stand out,
They’ll greet you with forbearance,
Which explains their stoic stand.
My hair, my hair,
It can’t stay there.

You ain’t for me.
It just ain’t worth the money
To sacrifice my private ways.
Buy a new boy,
Even though to you it’s funny,
It’s going to be hair that stays.
My hair, my hair,
I rather like it there.




Friday, July 9, 2010

Duty Bound


Is it I, the drums do call?
Is that a trumpet sound?
Farewell to you, my love,
For I am duty bound.

Thus I go. Must I go?
My heart does beat and pound.
Yes, I must go, my love,
For I am duty bound.

Someday soon I will return,
Keep hope wrapped warm around,
But goodbye, I must go,
For I am duty bound.

It seems years since I left home:
Who lies beneath this mound
Upon my return, my love,
From being duty bound?

Yes, who lies here?             It is I,
Returned to my hometown.
They took me up the hill
To the burial ground.

It was I the drums did call.
It was my trumpet sound.
Farewell to you, my love,
For I was duty bound.





Thursday, July 8, 2010

A Christmas Acrostic

Let us say this,
A merry Christmas
Regal with blessing,
Roast turkey dressing,
Yule cheer and bliss.

And all wrapped in
Nice holly green,
Dark berry red.

Let’s say good cheer,
Old passing year.
It’s coming anew,
So here’s love to you.






Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Those Who've Gone


Today is Sunday.
The sky dresses a pastel pink.
Not yet the time for any steeple.
The town is still wet and
Cold and undisturbed by
Any noise of people.

Where are they?

One time they walked
And talked of church
And smelled the air.
They were there.
The known and the unknown.

Where are they?

Today is Sunday.
Early in the mourning...

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Son of Man


SON OF MAN


God’s wrath; His agony is felt too well.
He hangs in myth. He spills downward a tear.
Where are those heroes? Are the travails forgot?
People turn away, leave him dying here.
Truly, the crying of forsaking swells
Into seven times seven angry fears.
We taunt to keep him moving, soothing not
His soul by worldly ways. All the Earth sneers
To see him hung in pain and private hell.
It scourges him and tortures him. It’s clear.
Our glee has spun a rope of thorny knots.
We meet his claim with games of chance and jeers,
        But while we stand and wait to see him die,
        Down comes salvation from the darkened sky.






Illustration: Christ by the author, 1958

I Am Like the Night


I AM LIKE THE NIGHT
by
Larry Eugene Meredith



I am like the night.

Who can see the night unseeable?

Underneath the night Is light.

I am like the sea.
                        Place of mystery clearly opaque.

Underneath the sea --
      Beauty.

            I am not like those
                        Content in blind corners nested in narrowness.
                                    With eyes wide shut they

See not

That I am like the night.





Illustration: Photo by Nitewrit, 2007

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Travel Notes

TRAVEL NOTES


Oh
So
Coolly
I am turning into other things,
Yet somehow stay the same.
I am sitting in my living room
While I’m walking in the rain

And it’s very gently dropping
Dripping             dropping
Falling wetly on my head,
Getting slightly slippery,
Rolling sleepily down my skin
Rolling            sliding
And it is slowly seeping in
Slipping through my skin,
Through my skin,
Oh
So cruelly
Slipping through my skin.

Then I sit upright
Facing through the light
To listen to my fright
For I feel a growing fear
Of some crashing I might hear
If the thunder starts again.

Oh
So
Coolly
I am sitting in my chair
While standing over there
When it begins.

Thudding and thumping!
Bumping and bouncing!
It is the thrashing of my fear.
Growing deeper is this noise.
It is thumping on the wall.
It is tramping down the hall.
Banging, bashing, slashing,
Shaking pictures as it falls,
And it’s barging through my mind,
Busting outward through my skull.


Then it flows like washing water from a warming rivulet smoothly swaying and swelling and I can taste that I shall drown in this sticky lustrousness of a milky sun-lit honey and so dreamingly drift throughout the flushing running flow of the straining stream until it is as relaxed as music.

My night is sadly funny.

Oh
So
Cruelly
There is the sorrow of her laugh
That rises where the water gave its bath,
Where every night begins,

A star regains its twitching,
My mind’s in pain and itching.
Life and death are busy switching.

I reach awkwardly for the wall
For it is fastly flying.
I am forever falling and the wall
Goes off so fastly flying.
The wall has left me alone with it all
Pressing for my fall and I must crawl
In the empty of myself.
And the wall is flying faster.
What could it be that it is after?

And I am grieving for now I hear
A corpse that comes to stare

Oh

So

Coolly

From my place upon the chair.







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